i look back on this whole year and I cant help but feel ashamed of myself… i took for granted the one person i would trade my whole life for now, mistakes cant even sum up the things i’ve done, i had everything i could ever want, and i just tossed it aside because i couldn’t control my damn over thinking, i knew he loved me, and yet i chose to distance myself from him… i chose to believe lies i told myself to keep from getting hurt when in reality i hurt myself
I blamed him for what was really wrong with myself, little did i know at the time how angry i was, i was LOOKING for reasons to mad or sad because of him, i caused problems, it was all me, and yet now im left here alone… missing the life i once had, if i could only try again, i wouldnt make the same mistakes i made before… i thought i was mature and ready to be patient for him, but little did i realize that i was just as immature as ever… i didnt see that to be patient is to love, love takes patience, and that was something i just wasnt ready to understand the actual commitment i should have made… i didnt see just how selfish i was being… i kept focusing on what i thought he was “doing wrong” when it was me… i was the one messing up, i was nothing more than a damn hypocrite
ive probably missed my chance… but if i could id go back appreciate every second i was given to spend happy, id show him exactly how good i could have been…
theres nothing i can do but blame myself for my past mistakes, but i have to let it go for now, hopefully the time will come where a second chance will come a long, but until then ill be trying to get back up and just here… missing him, forever and always



forever and always, ill miss her...

iam-jacks-smirkingrevenge:

i look back on this whole year and I cant help but feel ashamed of myself… i took for granted the one person i would trade my whole life for now, mistakes cant even sum up the things i’ve done, i had everything i could ever want, and i just tossed it aside because i couldn’t control my damn over…



One day you will think of me, as I thought of you. One day you will cry for me, as I cried for you. One day you will want me, as much as I wanted you.
(via ohlovequotes)


You and I
haven’t been us
for a while.

m.v., Bruised Confession #5 (via findingwordsforthoughts)


We say
it wasn’t meant to be
as a bandaid
to the fact
that you never tried
as hard as I did,
you never loved
as hard as I did.

Michelle K., It Wasn’t Meant to Be. (via michellekpoems)


It is you. It is fucking you. I cannot describe it anymore, it is you. You are the only one that I will ever want. I belong with you. You are my home. I look at you, and somehow I can see 50 years from now on the front porch of some old house in the middle of nowhere and we’re together. I need you. You are the only thing that matters. You are my good.

(Source: dggystyle)





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immensing:

I’ve never seen this gif before but it’s perfect

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stillstuckinthelabyrinth:

nakedly:

you are not fat
you have fat 
you also have fingernails 
you are not fingernail 

This is something everyone needs to remember.